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I could fall in love with him so quickly. His touch is so good, so attentive. And our signs are completely compatible. Apparently, Gemini's perfect matches are Libras and Aquariuses. He's a Libra. This is what the zodiac compatibility thing says: Gemini and Libra love compatibility These two air signs are well suited intellectually and every other way. It is difficult for the representatives of both signs to control their passions. If love makes this world spinning around then this couple gives an initial push for it. This is an ideal partnership. Both favor similar changes of interests. In the case of this pair, Libra is the judge and Gemini is the responsive jury in the nuptial courthouse. The combination's intellectual and artistic interests are compatible. Both sides of the Gemini nature will be under stood by the Libra. Both of them are passionate and nobody is too jealous at the same time . They characters have a lot in common , and they perfectly understand eac...

Alright, what the hell. I told him I was looking to get serious and settle down. And he said he didn't want to do that right now. And I knew that. And then tonight he asked me for my e-mail address. And i told him Tootsie said hi. and he said hi back. And I said she liked that. And then I said "and I like you" and then he said "i like you too...I'm trying to send you an e-mail. Can you check it?" and i said I could in 20 minutes, i'm on my way home. And when I got home, there was no e-mail. it didn't go through or he didn't send it or something. But I'm dying to know what he has to say. He can't stop thinking about me, right? I think too much. And I want him so badly.

So I didn't say any of those things...because he sat at the table with me and my date and some other drunk people and when he told me that we was also a contracted electrician that moves around a lot and wouldn't be in town for more than a year, I was immediately done with the notion of pursuing anything with him. So I'm back to square one. That's the best square. No boyfriend. No real prospects. This is a good thing. I get to be whoever I want to be. It's very exciting.

"I'm here on a second date....my last date with this guy. But since I saw you in Wal-Mart on Tuesday, I haven't been able to stop thinking about you. I can't really talk right now, but here are my numbers. Maybe we could get together sometime soon...for dinner or something." I think his name is Chris. He has mechanic hands (I love that). And is always at the pub on his own.

I don't want to be anyone but exactly who I am. The things I want to change about myself, I will change in my own good time. I will not waste time being jealous about what I do not have, about who I am not. I will just be who I am. If I don't like me, I'll change what I don't like. Apparently, that's a hard thing to do.

What a whirl-wind. This boy almost bothers me. But he's honest. And sensitive. And funny. But he'll only be in town for a year. And he has a tattooed wedding ring. I don't like that. He talks alot . I definitely am unsure about this. but he is so affectionate and, what the hell, it's fun for now. He's got a fantastic stature. Kind of a stalky, thick fella with huge tattooed arms. His boys call him Porkchop. I don't call him that. There's so much about him that reminds me of Stephen. He may also have the same drinking problem. He's had 4 DWIs. You know, when I write about boys, almost any boy, I write mostly negative things. And then I end up not sticking with them. So why don't I just quit with these boys that I have so much negative to say about to begin with. I know he isn't the one. I bother because I want the affections and attention and affirmation. Validation. He talks dirty and I like that. He makes me feel sexy and wild and adventurous. V...