Look Up

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Don't look around; look up.

Think of Peter on the crashing waves. When did he begin to sink?

Matthew 14 (from the Message)

24-26Meanwhile, the boat was far out to sea when the wind came up against them and they were battered by the waves. At about four o'clock in the morning, Jesus came toward them walking on the water. They were scared out of their wits. "A ghost!" they said, crying out in terror.

27But Jesus was quick to comfort them. "Courage, it's me. Don't be afraid."

28Peter, suddenly bold, said, "Master, if it's really you, call me to come to you on the water."

29-30He said, "Come ahead."

Jumping out of the boat, Peter walked on the water to Jesus. But when he looked down at the waves churning beneath his feet, he lost his nerve and started to sink. He cried, "Master, save me!"

31Jesus didn't hesitate. He reached down and grabbed his hand. Then he said, "Faint-heart, what got into you?"

Why do I pay so much attention to the commotion all around me? Just keep your eyes on Jesus. Keep your eyes fixed straight ahead; don't look to the left or to the right...This may take a little training. Discipline I lack.

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